Real Tears

My first real tears

in the past 16 years

Came to me the day

that she died.

She did it for me,

with the ultimate goal,

to make me happy.

We're were in a hole,

a shitload of stress,

and she figured that this

action, would put us at our best.

The very same night that

she told me she was done

Was the night that she made

her last run.

She threw on her shoes

and ran down the street

hoping to find a car

and let her fate and her meet.

She find the car,

speeding like the rest,

presumed the time was optimal,

much better than the rest.

With no hesitation,

she knew this was it,

she jumped before the car,

and told life "I quit".

This girl didn't make it,

yet she did this for me,

I cant believe she did this,

Just to make me happy.